I like to think that I’m a pretty tough guy and throughout my life I’ve struggled to let loose with my ex girlfriends. Even when roughness was expected or desired, I just wasn’t able to do it. I just left a really bad, toxic relationship and in the time since, I’ve learned that I have trouble letting go and allowing myself to just be in the moment. It’s gotten so bad that I have been developing the need to let someone use me. I’ve got, like, zero interest in guys and I don’t really know what the appeal is for me but the idea of letting another guy just take control and do what he wants with me is so appealing.
I’ve not gotten to the point where I feel comfortable allowing that to happen and I still have my walls up. My ex hurt me pretty bad. I’m wanting to explore this regardless and I’ve come up with the idea that I need to reach out to someone who’s got experience with that kind of thing. I want to talk to a dominant guy who’s used to taking control and isn’t afraid to fuck hard. Someone with experience doing exactly that to friends or acquaintances and enjoys taking the virginity of straight boys. Guys who put their pleasure first and worry about the guy their bitching out secondarily if at all.
If this sounds like you and you’ve had experience breaking in guys by whatever means were available to you, please reach out to me. It is genuinely a fantasy I’m struggling to get out of my head.
Straight for dominant tops who’ve fucked their straight friends. Looking for stories of bets, deals or favors where you fucked them and didn’t hold back.
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