Need a yaoi like this. Recommendations?

I have been searching high and low for one of two yaoi themes. The main one is one where theres a lot of romance, really cute and sweet but with OCCASIONAL smut. Kind of like a real relationship. I don’t want hardcore or softcore but somewhere in the middle! And second in case the first one just doesn’t exist then just a smutty one with two tops lol. Are there any like this?