Trying to find BL but I can’t remember the name

Does anyone remember that one BL where the mc is a broker for either a gangster or loan shark and like once a month they’d meet on a yacht where the mc would assign pointes to the ml for how good looking he was that day. And once when the cousin of mc and ml were at a cafe together, the internalized homophobic cousin revealed that the mc was gay (the cousin liked and once harassed the mc). So the ml corned him on the way to bathroom to confirm and then they had sex at a hotel that night.