So there was this bl with this masochist guy who wants to be killed, i think i remember him having freckles and wavy, light hair. They guy who he wants to kill him is this guy who has short dark hair and he seems normal but he’s actually insane. I remember the dark hair guy has a special interest in specimens and I’m pretty sure he made a specimen out of one of his female family members i reckon his grandma? I remember there was a scene where they are in the bathtub and the dark hair guy admires the masochist guys scars all over his body. Please help it was so good!!!