Does anyone have any recs for super toxic/abusive yaoi?

Sorry for the recs question, I know you guys are probably sick of it. I’m just getting into yaoi and I really like toxic and unhealthy dynamics, like literally anything but incest. A-ny-thing. 0///0 But I do have a hard time finding anything even slightly unhealthy where I look. Bookstores and online lists aren’t too helpful -_- I really liked Addiction, but I got paywalled on Tappytoon and wasn’t interested enough to keep searching.