i’m new to this community and I’m not used to the ropes as I just joined. so sorry if i’m using the title stuff wrong. every community i’ve reached out to uses the brackets and has taken down my post, i tried to make an effort to use them and i guess i was still using it wrong, i just don’t know how to title it if i dont know the title, and i’m left frustrated because i’m not given an explanation how to improve for the future and learn to use it, i’ve read the rules and still find it a little confusing to that i’m very sorry. sorry for any grammar and spelling mistakes. i would like to start by saying this contains no spoilers because i barely remember the manhwa myself. this was a bl also everyone was of age. here is my description of all i could remember:
i need help finding this manhwa i used to read for the life of me i can't remember the title but it was a bl of sorts the main dude was I think poor he might have worked two jobs one being a night job at this like bar or something? and he would preform but he would be disguised. either he wore a wig or he just had this hair. it was black and medium ish length to maybe mid or upper back he had a pony tail i believe. he would wear dark clothes i remember a tank top. he would sing at this bar, i think the people there were on the richer side. they would also bid on him, i think it was to spend time with him. I don't know what that entailed exactly but it wasn't like a skrip club from what i remember. from what i remember i don't think it was supper seggual . but i belive there was some implications of things. i can't for the life of me remember the plot much to that i'm very sorry ill explain all i remember also i think it may have been a gay bar IM NOT 100% SURE the mc didn't love his job from what i gathered. there was this one super duper rich guy who i belive is the love interest he bid like a ton of money on him i'm pretty sure. like quite early in the story i remember a panel of the mc and the announcer being shocked how much money he bid i belive the rich man had short brown hair my memory is extremely fuzzy for him so i could be wrong. so sorry if i am i also remember an early scene of either right after his shift or the morning after the mc was on his bed looking like he was contemplating his life that probably doesn't help much sorry please help me find this i remember being obsessed with it. Ive been going back and forth with chat gpt for like an hour because i'm that desperate but it's been no help please manhwa/manga enjoyers help also bonus memory the art style isn't old bl/yaoi but it's similar its like a mix of modern and older bc they still kinda have big shoulders if that makes sense but not in an extremely scary like super unatrual way also bonus memories part 2.. the love interest which is the guy who payed so much money im pretty sure knows the identity of the other guy?? i could be wrong but i remember the story just being about living a double life almost. also im unsure if its korean or japanese I read it in english since i struggle to read both of the languages. chat gpt asked if it was a bunch and they were all wrong. i told the one person who liked and commented that it was kinda niche and that i read it back in 2019 i even remember cosplaying the mc but i genuinely can't figure out what the title is i want to read it again. i remember i put the title name in the hashtags and i had to specify it was either a manga or manhwa because i feel like the title was like a phrase that if you just put in a hashtag it may look weird? i remember finding it like a year or two ago but idk now i also don’t have the video because i think i deleted it from the tiktok account and i clean my phone out often. if someone knows it or finds it pleaseeee let me know, i really want to read this again.
if this goes against rules i apologize, i tried posting this on r/boyslove twice and it was locked the first the first time, and taken down the second time. i guess new users weren’t allowed to use their help find flair for some reason. again im sorry if this goes against rules ive been looking for this manhwa for days
thank you if anyone finds this